If I Were You

Dear me, I am sorry. I am sorry that you tried so desperately to fix others , when your own hands were shaking. I am sorry that I didn't give you enough time to heal, that I let you seal the wounds of everyone else whilst your own were bleeding.  I'm sorry that there were days when smiling hurt but you forced yourself to laugh so that no one had to worry about you. I'm sorry that you gave all of your time and effort to people that didn't give the same amount back. I'm sorry that there were nights when you cried yourself to sleep and no one bothered to understand why. I am sorry that you were dependent on them , expectations kills but you produce them although. And I am so sorry that I did not love you, like you deserved to beloved.

you taught me that  i can find stars in the life and universe in the people What if I never found stars? then they will find me? they make me bright too?  the brightness of happiness and gaiety take away my melancholy? In it's own way , mysterious and magical ways they will , souls like you deserve to be loved. just be faithful to destiny.

Whenever you decide that someone is important to you; you are giving them power over you. Think about that. Giving someone else the power to affect how you feel at any given time. Now I'm not saying that we need to avoid allowing others to be important to us; but I do believe that we need to understand how dangerous our decisions can be; especially, when they involve giving someone else the power to disempower us. So be conscious of your decisions when it comes to choosing who matters. Because if they matter, they can hurt and do fight for you with you. If you have such one , keep that one and create your own world otherwise all you need is that to trust over you , yourself and your self reflections , make your thoughts work out. (22:00)

Sometimes a Iove, 'sneaks up on you' We were easy best friends, but now I m confused. Confused by emotions that are so fresh and new. Did you feel the same way? -Can I tell you my news? Can I tell you , my heart It beats only for you You say that I m yours, but now I need proof. 'l m Scared and excited , for the truth of our truth. That love has found me, and Iove has found you. 'Now lets walk hand ln hand, in this love that we choose. I promise you to give a heaven , I promise that together we create a tiny world for us.

" Wrong timing "? I've heard people talking about it. I don't believe there's anything like "wrong timing" or that you meet someone when you're not ready for each other. I truly believe that it's always the right time for you to go through specific situations whenever they happen. I learned that everything happens at the right time for a good reason. There's a reason why you meet specific people at a specific time, and at specific ages . Its a destiny that might want the souls to be together for both of them .But we lack behind to know to realise this fact and It might in future make you irritate, put questions on you , that how you can loose that guy. What I learnt is that there's a plan for each of us and it's such a liberating thought to know that we don't have to understand it yet. That's life. Stop denying the present moment. Flow with it. Have faith. ~Anmol(14:43)